Cable's with sistr, so cant upload pictrs.
Anyways, came home from parkw.
Studied alil. Kinda productive. :D
Im crying inside while my inisdes blow apart.
Im putting on anthr face.
And everything you want me t be,
is everything i cannot be.
/Falling for you.
&Also, losing you.
Are you worth th wait?
- Mood:
Missing You - Music:Im still here - Vertical Horizon
Studying sucks, but i knw i can get thru this.
We all can, perservere! Cmon, last stretch! /:
Teachers are right, and i finally understand why they re always worrired.
Im worried too, i wish this world wouldnt work for money,
and instead, money working for us.
Wouldnt that be so much easier?
Counting dwn counting dwn, just 3 more mnths, gawd.
How time really speed across when no one s looking.
Goodbye tv goodbye lappy, hello books, hello brainfreeze, hello midnight mugging.
Its a long long journey, but no pain no gain righttttttt. ):
P.S: BUBBLE TEA RAWKS.
P.S.S: I LOVE DOUBLE C'Z AND TH CANTEEN CLIQUE & RUGBY CLIQUE + MOJ. <3
(We're All Panicking Like Chickens)
- Mood:
bored - Music:Whatever it takes - Lifehouse
ART IS MURDER
ART ART ART /:<
Super stressed over studies
Racing against time, i wish i could have more.
I ve nvr regretted spending every second w th clique tho, miss gng out and all.
But what t do, Olvls. Dammit.
I ve got an attention span of a raccoon and a memory span of a goldfish
I need motivation, lots of it. And i need it not soon, but NOW.
Cmon, just a few more mths, its th last lap. You can do it! [:
We all can.
Witnessing th disappointment in everyone s faces in class tday,
i suddenly felt a sense of fear and urgency.
Smth i should have felt mnths ago.
FengOu called t ask abt my opinion on grad lunch, i told her everything i knw.
Ohwells, i aint looking forward t Os, i just cant wait for it t be over.
Jeeezzz, just get it over and done with, and you can effing slack your life away.
Theres so many obstacles now, and i wish i could somehow poof them aside.
But if i have a chance t restart this year, i would.
I wna relive every memory w yall.
Yall make me so happy, its indescribable.
I love th clique. <3
I ll do it for my family,
i ll do it for my friends who believe in me.
I ll do it for myself
I ll do it t prove t th faggots out there who wna bring me dwn.
Well, not tday.
/
Monday - Studied in M/library
Parkw tday t get von and Mel s birthday pressies.
Sorry bros, belated.
+CLARISSA FINALLY CUT HER HAIR. [:
>> Nicole s conversation online.
❤ niCOLE; & this solitary moment makes me want to come back home . you dnt seem to care, anymore. says:
i swear
❤ niCOLE; & this solitary moment makes me want to come back home . you dnt seem to care, anymore. says:
art makes you gain weight
❤ niCOLE; & this solitary moment makes me want to come back home . you dnt seem to care, anymore. says:
im picniic0ing infront of my canvas
Keon says:
Lolll.
Keon says:
Alright, goodluck with that nicole! Keon says: Lolll i feel like eating LOL
❤ niCOLE; & this solitary moment makes me want to come back home . you dnt seem to care, anymore. says:
Keon says:
stop eating!
(L)
- Location:Home
- Mood:
STRESSED/THANKFUL - Music:You and me - Lifehouse
MNTHLY RUGBY DATEZ.
It was awesomely fun fun fun t th max max max!
Met Karina first, cos she wna surprise everyone!
WELCOME BACK KARINAAAAAA. [:
As usual, waited for everyone at parkw macs.
197ed t twn area.
There was, Chitra, Szemin, Melissa, Sheryl, Xinning, Rachel, Nicole, Renessa, Nicki, Ralv, Mayyin, Karina.
It was bungs (+Mayyin) vs bitches.
:D
Mayyin was a great help t th team cos she was effing strong!?
Th butches on th otherhand was kinda weak!? Lolll.
Thanks mayyin! You rawkkkkkkkk.
ALOT OF UNGLAM PICTRS, SEE FROM RACHEL S AND XINNING S LJ + NICKI S BLOGSPT.
Awhile ltr th others came, Clar, Jun, Chai & Syaza.
Sistr left w Syaza for Karibs' i think.
Played for abt 4hrs straight!
Dead tired but th fun pulled us through.
Saw fighter jets soar th skies and it flew into a heart shaped formation,
It was th bestest.
Wanted t makan at Glutton s Bay, but crowed, saw some gig there, they are actually from indonesia, but they sing english songs, and they re kinda good. [:
LOOK AT TH LEAD GUITARIST, SHIOK BODOH!
Managed t see fireworks too! Cos th NDP rehersal was nearby.
Faiz and Ganesh met us, it was a huge grp.
At last, bussed t airport. We took up half th bus, Chitz and i were squatting in th middle and we got empty stares.
Lolll.
Szemin came t look for us after Karibs, th day was awesome, cos i guess everyone enjoyed themselves.
:B
Nicki and Ralv fight while waiting for 36 w Szemin and i, hahahahha, super funny.
Poor Ralv, got tortured all.
ABUSE! RALV SHOUT FOR ABUSE! HAHAHA
NICKI SOBBING T SZEMIN, HAHA, JOKES.
LOOK AT NICKI S FACE! DEADLY! LOLLL
''RALVIN IN GNA KILL YOU, YOU WATCH OUT!'' HAHAHAHAHA
LOOK AT HOW NICKI BITES RALVIN S NIPPLES! HAHAHAHAHA.
AND RALVIN S SMILING!?
AND AT TH BACKGRND, SZEMIN NOT DNG ANYTHING, JUST LAUGHING, HAHA.
Homed.
Sunday
Guitar w kev, Studied at Melissa s house.
With Sistr, Renessa and Angela, Sheryl came ltr.
I was hoping Nicole would go so i could torture her! Heh.
LOOK AT WHAT ANGELA S DNG! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHAH!
SHERYL WAS TRYING T DO SOME WEDDING DANCE THINGY.
Hhahahaha, in her own world i think.
[:
Great weekend. (:
/ Im gna work 1000000x as hard for my studies.
Thanks Chit, for th talk. [:
<3 You and Clar, always!
I dnt wna turn back t my old ways, help me?
// Im glad i ran into you tday, i was kinda hoping t see you anws.
Think of you ltr.
(Well, you can just be anthr uncherished memory)
(Cos you re so cheap, im not blind, you re not worthy of my time)
(And i knw, that you tried, t rip me into pieces, but you cant hurt me now)
(Be gone)
- Mood:
content - Music:Think of you later - Every Avenue
Cope-ing spree ytd w Rachel, Nicki, Ralvin and Xinning.
HL made me stay back, so technically speaking, i didnt really got t leave schl early.
Was frigging pissed luh k. When th clock striked 115, th whole schl was released except for our math class.
Plus i had t stay till 2plus, nearly anthr hr more. /:<
I knw, im worried for my studies too
&i dnt wna drop art, but how!?
Met th others at blockfifty1, bussed t bedokinter w Rachel and Xinning,
Rachel s housed.
Helped her play dress up all!
Bussed t parkw t meet Nicki and Ralv.
SAW MELISSA AND SHERYL [:
+Nicole at MOS.B
(CHEEEEEEER UP RALVINY! WE ALL LOVE YOU!)
Wisma: Walked ard, wanted t have desert & dimsum at foodrepublic, but was full.
So went t starbucks instead.
Dinnered there, didnt meet Clar, Jun, Chaiming and Faiz /:
It was pretty late, so yea.
Ran into Ranessa on th bus, and also, Jolyn, Jolene plus friends at wisma.
:D
Rugby with, MOJ, Nicki, Ralvin, Melissa, Szemin, Nicole, Ranessa, Angela, Chaiming, Faiz, Karina, Xinning, Mayyin, Donna and friends? Ltr. W E RE GNA RELIVE TH HOLIDAYZ!
Im proud t say i didnt smoke for nearly a week now.
But cravings are starting up in me.
KARINA, WELCOME BACK T SINGAPORE! OMG OMG, MISSED YOU SO SO MUCH.
You owe me gum and hugs!
Toodlez.
- Mood:
bouncy - Music:Promise - Matchbook Romance
Start thinking outloud
Give me an ending,
Then we'll stop pretending
If we stop pretending
We know where we're heading
Cause I said stop, but I'm still spinning
They said I've lost, but I'm still winning
Burn quick and stand still
Speak slow, to get through
These words I couldn't say to you:
I crack concrete falling down for you
Yes. Whatever Girlf and N said was right, why should i bother if you dnt even care anyways?
I tried so hard t say goodbye
And im tired. Running ard in circles, over and over agn.
Im tired of waitg.
I feel so f-ed up now, im neglecting my studies and keeping friends on their toes worrying over me.
R, thanks for th talk. And not laughing when i was crying like fuck on th phone, [:
Its been a season thru hell, schl s gettg suckier!?
Cope-ing spree w Rachel, Nicki tmr (and Ralv? << Idk.)
Just came home from tamp, lepaked w Clar, Jun, Rachel, Amal and Kaisha.
:B
Khai, Tina and i were talking abt F during art.
Whatthfuck, i effg hate her, hardcore. And im not th only one, :D
AND AND AND, SBH ASKED ME T DROP ART, ):
Nicole, Angela, Nicki, Rachel, Jun, Clar, Sistr: HUH, DNT DROP!
Thanks for being there [:
I CNNT WAIT FOR TMR:
1) SCHL ENDS EARLIER
2) COPE-ING SPREE
3) HARDCORE CHEAP THRILLS JUST LIKE OLD TIMES
4) PARKW-ING, TOWNING, HAJI LANE-ING, FAREAST-ING
5) MOST OF TH TEACHERZ WONT BE IN SCHL
6) MISSING BIO, NO MRLEE! WOW, SLACK!
&Saturday, RUGBY! omg, fun. Cnt wait clique.
Aye xinning, you me tag team agn k! Set!
/
What would you say if I asked you not to go?
Would your forget everyone, forget everyhting,
And start over with me?
Would you take my hand and never let me go?
Well promise me you'll never let me go.
And now the stars aren't out tonight,
But neither are we to look up at them.
Why does hello feel like good bye?
And these memories can't replace,
These wishes I wish and dreams I chase.
Well take this broken heart and make it right.
I never thought I'd be the one to say,
Please dont, well please dont leave me.
I feel like I've lost everything when you're gone.
Left remebering what it's like,
To have you here with me.
I thought you should know,
You're not making this easy.
I'll fall asleep tonight,
Cause that brings me closer to you.
&YOU! I ll still give you hell if you ever break her heart agn.
Even tho you ll nvr see this, i cross my heart and swear,
if you ever hurt her agn, or cause a single tear in her eyes, you re as good as gone.
Believe me, i aint th only one that got pissed with you
So get smart! You better love her with all your heart cos im getting fuckg hurt cos of you
I dnt regret letting go of her for you cos she loves you and i want her happy.
So you jolly well make her happy.
Catch th drift?
/
JY, saw you in th toilet :D
RACHEL; says:
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keon
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keon
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RACHEL
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RACHELK
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RACHEL
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RACHEL
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RACHEL
Keon says:
RACHEL
Keon says:
SEE HOW ANNOYING THAT IS!?
Keon says:
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHA
- Mood:
creative - Music:Take a bow - Rihanna
I ll take you out tho im hardly worth your time.
Im gna break th ice, before you sober up and get gone.
Urgh i miss you, and my condition s getting worse, idk.
Doctor xinning, i need medication, i want a cure, i must have a remedy.
Anything anything.
We ll fall in a grave i ve been digging myself,
but there s room for 2, six feet under th stars.
I ve been waiting for you, staring at th blank screen, jumping up when someone comes online.
I ve been waiting for you, but you nvr came.
Its alright, i will wait.
ILu.
/
Idk if i should drop art, damn.
Grandparents living w us for 10 days,
i cnt hit th chords in th middle of th night anymore.
If i got a chance t talk t you tnight, i ll most probably say,
I miss you, you re in my heart tnight.
& For all th nights. [:
- Mood: lonely
- Music:Teenage love affair - Alicia Keys
I kinda miss th holidays like fuck now ):
Th chalet, rugby, eastc, th time when everyone was so hyped up and tgt.
Idk, i srsly dnt knw how t help you.
I miss th friendship too, like how th 3 of us were so close.
I miss MOJ, urgh.
I hate schl, i wish its th holidays agn and we could relive those moments we stayed out so late and had fun with th people ard us.
And how we dreaded t go home, and how th minutes go by so quickly.
Each and every one of you are like family t me,
it hurts me t see how things get so broken.
Im not speaking for anyone, its what i feel.
We need t talk, but you ve alrdy given up on whatever that makes this friendship special.
Its very saddening t see that things are ending up this way.
Thank you for putting yourself in my shoes, yes it is very difficult for me.
Idk, a part of me feel like im typing nonsense, but a part of me also wna let this all out.
I dnt wna hurt anyone or make anyone angry while reading this. /:
I always feel depressed when you re upset.
And clique (Rugby + Moj + Extended clique), i love yall so much,
hahaha, idk why i sound like emo shit now.
There s so much gng on in my head,
so much i wna tell all of you
but so afraid i ll only make matters worse.
You, you re such a big star t me
You re everything i wna be.
But you re stuck in a hole, and i want you t get out.
Idk what there is t see. But i knw its time for you t leave
we re all just pushing along.
Trying t figure it out.
Oh dont you let your demons pull you dwn
cos we can have it all.
Yes we can have it all.
So cmon so cmon,
let it go, idk what you re waiting for, your time is coming dnt delay.
Hey hey, so cmon, so cmon let it out
let this out and see this shine.
Yes let it shine.
CLARISSA, CHITRA, RACHEL, JUNITA, XINNING, NICKI, CHAIMING
Dyou remember our fantasy house?
Dyou remember what we planned on 22nd dec?
Dyou remember singfest plans!?
Dyou remember, ''nth s gna break us up?''
Dyou remember planning for Karina s sweet 16 and how excited we were?
Nothing s gna be th same if its lacking one of you.
/:
- Mood:
depressed
No, im not. You think you re vexed, what abt me?
Arent i vexed too? No im not alright.
Friends, im sorry idk what th fuck s gng on in me now.
Yknw, this hurts me too, have you ever thought of that!?
I knw i ve fucking hurt you, but im trying my best t make this better
Im fucking trying everything,
dont tell me t stop, dont tell t forget everything
cos i cant, its all building inside me.
Idk how i ve fallen so far, so deeply, so blindly till i cnt see
Why dont you just treat me normally?
Didnt you say you still wna be friends too!?
What s this? It effing hurts me too.
And no, i doubt you knw.
Even if things can nvr go back t how it was,
it doesnt matter.
Take it as im begging you,
alright?
Im happy for you and her, i rlly am.
Cos i dnt wna let this go too.
/Take a breath, i pull myself tgt
Just anthr step, until i reach th door
You ll nvr knw th way, it tears me up inside t see you
I wish that i could tell you smth, t take it all away
Sometimes i wish i could save you.
And theres so many things that, i want you t knw.
I wont give up till its over.
If it take s you forever, i want you t knw.
When i hear your voice, its drowning in th whispers,
you re just skin and bones, there s nth left t take
and no matter what i do, i cant make you feel better.
I wish that i could find th answer.
T help me understand
If you fall, stumble dwn, i ll pick you up off from th grnd
If you lose faith in you, i ll give you strength t pull thru,
tell me you wont give up, cos i will be there if you fall
yknw, i ll be there for you.
- Mood: melancholy
- Music:Save you - Simple Plan
but it only takes us afew minutes t get us all drained out in schl.
Schl sucked, apart from catching up with everyone.
Missed yall loadz. [:
SherylK tried t keep me awake during SocialS by telling me some jokes.
It didnt rlly work tho, eye lids grew heavier with each worthless second.
Got gigantic eyebagz, slept at 2plus so i guess i cnt rlly blame anyone, loll.
Cheena class was alright, tmrw s gna be killer(!) , schl till 3, plus cheena remedials!?
):< x 10000000000
Parkw after schl,
took crazy pictrs, (of Jun and Rachel)
Here you go!
+ 
= 
YES THEY ARE CRAZY!
Post more ltr,
bye.
/ILyou. <3
- Mood: bored
- Music:When im with you - Faber Drive
Its 1215 now and im talking t CHITRA, NICKI, RALVIN, XINNING AND RACHEL. [:
HAHAHAHAHAHA, rachel's having fun chanting my name now. /:
Im supposed t be sleeping now, oh wells.
Its much funner staying awake talking t a bunch of good friends.
+Talking t karina online, web camming all! Ha.
:B
Tmrw: hardcore eyebagz ):
&&&, IM NOT JOINING TH ANTI-XINNING CLUB!
HAHAHAHAHA, Ralvin and i are starting th we-love-xinning club.
:D
Alrighty, Szemin's and Melissa s awake too!
Who knew!?
Ciao,
XOXO.
- Mood:
Talking - Music:NICKI'S SINGING - A thousand miles (VanessaC)
Guitar w kev, talked abt how schl is gna suck tmrw.
Tv-ed at home and headed t Eastc w family.
Its been quite awhile since i ve been there with my family.
Cycled for abt 1hr plus?
Took pictrs along th way, it was just Szemin and i tho.
Had loads of fun, [:
Schl tmwr /:
(I dont think i knw you anymore)
If it makes you happy,
///
Just becuase you dnt love me anymore, doesnt mean that i cnnt love you now. It doesnt matter how long or how heavy this load is gna be, i ll carry it. It doesnt mean anything, i love you and thats all that matters, dont worry. Im fine too, but when you need someone i ll always be here, waiting. Promises and gains doesnt matter anymore. I knw i ll have nothing t gain by waiting, just take it as im being stubborn alright? Maybe someday i ll let go of everything, just like how you will someday forgive me. But for now, i just wna reminise th times i took you for granted and make believe you re close t me. Thank you for letting me into your heart, even if it was just afew days, ilu.
- Mood:
gloomy - Music:When you look me in the eyes - Jonas Brothers
Went t dwntown with MOJ, nicki,ralvin, xinning and angela
Overslept and woke up at 1255, but weird thing is ralvin and i, th last one t wake up and ralvin, th one who stays furthest away was th earliest t reach there! Lolllz. [:
Watched, GET SMART! Th movie was good, better than what i expected it would be,
i ll give it 3.5 stars over 5 for th ratings.
Halfway thru th day, i got my period, and th thing is, i was wearing boxers!
AHAHAHAHAHAH, Jun and beloved xinning followed me t fairprice and shoplifted
DISPOSABLE UNDERWEAR AND PADS, OMG! Lolll.
Lunched and people from dwntown cheers actually thought that we were trying t shoplift there!
They took pictrs of us all, tsk,
Whitesands-ed, dinnered.
Talks w Xinning, rachel and chitra. <3
THEY WERE LAUGHING WHILE I WAS CRYING, HAHAH.
Anw, thanks for th talks. [:
FRIDAY
Met Chaiming on 16, went t meet Chitra tgt at parkw macs.
Saw a puppy eating its own poo, gross x 90000000!
Didnt really do much, slacked for awhile and we met this freako.
XINNING, STOP SCARING ME!
Midnight talks w Daphne and Xinning joined in awhile ltr.
from 1plus t 4.30, ha, eye bagz eye bagz!
/
Stayed at home th entire day tday, /:
schl's starting in 1 more day, how sad.
I somehow wish this holiday would nvr end,
Everything was a blast.
CHALET AND BBQ + OCH
MELISSA S BIRTHDAY BBQ
MOVIES
CHAIMING S HOUSE SLEEPOVER
KARINA S HOUSE MOVIE NIGHT
RACHEL S HOUSE SLEEPOVER/ HARRY POTTER MOVIE MARATHON
+ EVERYONE SQEEZED INTO TH KITCHEN COOKING DINNER!
SHOPPING FOR FOOD AT BEDOK
PARKW MACS RANDOM OUTINGS
EASTC!
ESCAPE
DWNTOWN EAST
PASIRRIS
TAMPANIESSSSS MALL
SUNTEC?
RUGBY AT PADANG!!
POPEYES AT AIRPORT
''TH HOUSE'' - CLUBBING AND PARTY AT CHANGI
TROLLEY RIDES AT AIRPORT
TIMES AT PARKW 'S CROCODILE/ SRI NADA/ PUMPKIN PATCH/ WIG SHOP!
///
This June was fab, thanks clique-s [:
MAKE YOUR 22ND DEC FREE, just saying in adv.
Then give me a chance t explain myself, its difficult t juggle th load of obstacles in my head.
And i dnt wna drag anthr person in t play middle man anymore, this is my problem and i guess i ought t face it all myself. I knw you re tired of apologies and you just want an explaination, straight from me and no one else.
So here it goes,
I didnt mean t text you all those mean stuff, no you re not full of bullshit, i am. I guess im stupid enough t hurt th one i really love and that s you. I was in a blur and i didnt knw what t do, i was afraid of losing you, so very afraid. But instead of showing, i choose t ignore instead. I should have knwn better t trust you. One minute you told me you were gng t ignore her and anthr minute she s back into your life, after all those helpless nights you spend alone. Tell me, what was i suppose t believe in? Th next thing i knw was having an annoymous text saying t stay away from you. If you were in my shoes, what would you do? I called my friends, and it became a conference after awhile.
Please knw this, they were just trying t cheer me up, in a way, getting me t move on. They told me what t text you, and i did. Im sorry for every mean word i shooted at you, and at that point of time we all thought that you played me out. I got angry and i simply couldnt think straight. Whatever it is, i couldnt blame my friends but myself, i shouldnt have listened t them. It hurts me so much t see us like this, it hurts me even more t knw that i ll nvr get t talk t you like how we used t anymore. I apologised cos i finally knw that you did love me. I fucking hurt you and im sorry. I knw you may nvr forgive me, but i just want you t knw. Please understand. Even if you dnt want me t wait for you, i ll still do.
Nobody understands this, i wna wait for you, even if i cant get you. I ve always loved you, i ve nvr stop loving you. And i ll nvr will. I wna talk t you abt kungfu panda and text you in th middle of th day saying i love you. I wna call you baby and blow flying kisses and hugs t you. /:
I wish i could catch every tear from your eyes.
I ll give it time, promise me it ll be better.
Im not giving up on this
&&& HAPPY BIRTHHHHHHDAY JOLYN TAN QL!
<3
- Mood: blank
- Music:Say it again - Marie Digby
I shouldnt have said what i said t hurt you,
i should have listen t myself instead, and im truely sorry.
For everything.
Just knw that, i ve always loved you, up till now.
i lied in th textes, its up t you t give me one more chance,
i cnt erase anything from what i ripped off your heart
but i could always mend it,
with that chance i could,
i ll nvr let anything happen t you ever agn.
And i wna wait for you, even if it takes me infinity
i will,
even if nothing s gna happen,
cos i wna prove t you, my love is real.
[:
- Mood: Better
- Music:With you - Chris brown
Hi,
I stare up at th stars,
i wonder just where you are.
You feel a million miles away.
Tho you ll nvr see this,
imu.
I regretted being mean t you.
Curse every word that caused you t cry.
Curse me deep inside.
I feel like crying, th fault s on me.
And i knw, nth i ever do will make this right agn.
Nth i do will bring you back t me.
Everything i say comes out wrong
everything i do is a flaw
XN, RA & CH: No, i miss her, and i fucking love her. I fucking hurt her, rachel please detest me instead.
Daphne Tan from pingyi,
Im sorry.
i cnt take th distance, and i cant take these miles.
I cnt take th time till i next see you smile.
i cnt take th distance and im not ashamed,
that with every breath i take im calling your name
I ll brave fire and i ll brave rain.
T be by your side, i ll do anything.
What do i have t do t get th distance away?
- Music:Always be my baby - David Cook
Met clique at 3 at parkw macs w sistr.
Got cake, and went t look for th others at fairprice.
Got th bbq stuff and headed t eastc, while walking t th bbq pit,
Nicki s wrist peircing got hooked onto Chitty s bag's side pocket,
and th stud totally got yanked out, but not on purpose.
Next thing i knw was Nicki s hand was covered w blood, i was effing scared luh k!
But its alright alrdy, whew. [:
TH BIRTHDAY BBQ WAS AWESOME!
HAPPY SEXIEST SUPER-EST SWEETEST SIXTEEN BIRTHDAY MELISSA DAD. (:
Everyone had fun, tho it showered alil.
Food was good, music was th tops and birthday girl, boy was happy.
That makes me happy too. Lolll.
Took crazy pictrs and i smashed cake onto her face, yes!
Oh, RACHEL! DONT STEAL XINNING AWAY FROM ME! SHES MINE LUH K! hahahahahahhaha.
After bidding everyone goodbye, cleared up.
Walked t mel's place.
Shurui started poem-ing.
HAHAHAHAHA.
Stayed a while, 16ed home w sheryl, chitty and sistr + melissa.
Overall conclusion for th day: Awesomely hardcorely fun.
Pictr taken from deserie's lj, thanks.
:D
Outing w clique-s tmr, cnt wait. [:
-
Imu.
Imsorry.
/It gets colder without th light on.
- Mood: jealous
- Music:crush - cute is what we aim for
And its freezing in here.
When we hear heartbreaks, we ll knw they re playing our song
it plays th soundtrack t my falling tears.
And these sleeves hides scars better than they ever do
- Mood: FREEEEEZING!
- Music:The distance - Evan and Jaron
Gna cut this short, (i hope, loll)
Art in sch, primed canvas.
Breakfast at eastc macs, had mcgriddles [:
chitra's house, suntec-ed.
Wanted t watch sex in th city, but failed t enter. Oh, took pictrs w high schl musical casts!
LOOK(!) ,
HSM 
Chitty was fucking embarassed while taking th pictrs for me, she didnt even count t 3! HAHAHA,
BUT I THINK ITS COOL OHK! Looks super real dont you think so? whooohooo. (:
&&& If you re thinking where s Zac Efron and Vanessa Hudgens, i got th pictr too, but cnt find it /:
called rachel.
Headed t bedok.
Lepaked,
(After smoking)
flicked cigs.
Undercover officer: This is my id, im an officer of th law.
are you all above 18.
(Me, looks at chitty, looks at rachel, mumbles, oh joy!)
Chitty: Yea im 18.
Rachel: im 18 i didnt smoke!
(Officer looks at me, then you? Turns t chitty, ic please.)
Me: *stares blankly at him* (Acting 18 but i knw i cnt!)
Smiles t myself and mumbles agn, oh shit.
Officer: looks at C's ezlink, look at me, what abt you!?
Me: Erm, sorry im not 18. But i didnt smoke. Does it count if i helped her flicked her cig? Ha?
Officer: stares at me in disbelief.
Me: Cos you see ah sir, my friend here stomach ache luh, so she wna run t toilet, so she pass it to me and i didnt knw cnnt anyhow flick, and i saw this huge pile of dead ciggies here so i just flick here lor.
Officer: Uhhuh, ohkohk. sure didnt smoke ah?
Me: Yea yea i dont, nvr nvr!
Officer: Ohk, i ll let you all go, but please dnt anyhow throw agn, will keanna fined one yknw!
Me, Rach and Chitty: Sorry sir sorry sir.
Threw cigs, walked away.
/end.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHHA, HOW FUNNY WAS THAT!?
HAHAHAHAHAHAH, OMG. THAT WAS CLOSE! AND SCARY, HAHAHAHAHAH.
K, anyways, trained t pasir ris, escaped theme park-ed, omg had loads of fun balls!
Took like, 4092740197 pictrs, th rides were awesome.
Had some fight w this grp of ahbengs and ah lians, they think they so cool what! HAHAHHAHA.
Had alot of fun [:
Send rachel off, 31ed t parkw,
dinnered at BurgerK. Had LongJohns instead.
Saw Charmain, Arshu, Glenn with th cool front tooth!, KaiSheng and Robert i think!?
HAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHA,
Lepaked, talked.
Homed ard 10.
I think online conversations conferences with,
XINNING RACHEL NICKI RALVIN KARINA AND ANGELA WAS REALLY FUNNY! <3
P.S, Karina, have fun in thailand, see you in schl babe!
TUESDAY - MOS, (maybe)
WEDNESDAY - MELISSA'S BIRTHDAY BBQ AT EASTC! <3
THURSDAY - MOJ + EXTENDED CLIQUE + RUGBY CLIQUE'S OUTING T ESCAPE, CATHAY!
FRIDAY - IN TH MAKING, MOVIE MARATHON AT SOMEONE'S PLACE OR SMTH?
WEEKENDS, MUG!? PREPARE FOR SCHLIO.
Th holidays have been spent without waste, had alot of fun guys. Thanks, (: + <3s
DAPHNE ONG NING YUANNNNNN:
Thanks for th talk & glad we re better now, hahahahahaha.
I cnt be bothered w bullshit anymore. /:<
Kungfu panda rocks my socks.
&XINNNNNING I LOVE YOU YOU YOU, GIRLFRIEND.
-
I tried and tried t let you knw,
ilu but im letting go,
it may not last but idk, well i just dnt knw.
Your love is just a lie, you re nothing but a lie
Chalet post will be up soon! {:
Ohk, gta get some shut eye, toodles.
XO.
- Mood:
accomplished - Music:Your love is a lie - Simple Plan
dont you knw?
- Music:crush - cute is what we aim for
I aint gna cry
and i aint gna hurt myself like last time.
Screw this, it still sucks.
imu, you geek.
i wish you re here with me now.
you'd have a way t turn this frown upside dwn
and catch th tears falling.
D.O.N.Y.
I wish i ll get fucking drunk agn like last night,
and i ll just knock out.
/
I knw whats gna happen next
Im gna be fucking abandoned agn
if i am, i swear,
i ll nvr open anymore doors t my heart for anyone ever agn.
I hate this, so much.
I thought you could have brought me out, made me feel better and you were th one,
fuck this,
FUCK LOVE.
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