Cope-ing spree ytd w Rachel, Nicki, Ralvin and Xinning.
HL made me stay back, so technically speaking, i didnt really got t leave schl early.
Was frigging pissed luh k. When th clock striked 115, th whole schl was released except for our math class.
Plus i had t stay till 2plus, nearly anthr hr more. /:<

I knw, im worried for my studies too
&i dnt wna drop art, but how!?

Met th others at blockfifty1, bussed t bedokinter w Rachel and Xinning,
Rachel s housed.
Helped her play dress up all!
Bussed t parkw t meet Nicki and Ralv.
SAW MELISSA AND SHERYL [:
+Nicole at MOS.B
(CHEEEEEEER UP RALVINY! WE ALL LOVE YOU!)

Wisma: Walked ard, wanted t have desert & dimsum at foodrepublic, but was full.
So went t starbucks instead.
Dinnered there, didnt meet Clar, Jun, Chaiming and Faiz /:
It was pretty late, so yea.
Ran into Ranessa on th bus, and also, Jolyn, Jolene plus friends at wisma.
:D

Rugby with, MOJ, Nicki, Ralvin, Melissa, Szemin, Nicole, Ranessa, Angela, Chaiming, Faiz, Karina, Xinning, Mayyin, Donna and friends? Ltr. W E RE GNA RELIVE TH HOLIDAYZ!
Im proud t say i didnt smoke for nearly a week now.
But cravings are starting up in me.

KARINA, WELCOME BACK T SINGAPORE! OMG OMG, MISSED YOU SO SO MUCH.
You owe me gum and hugs!
Toodlez.

I ll take you out tho im hardly worth your time.
Im gna break th ice, before you sober up and get gone.
Urgh i miss you, and my condition s getting worse, idk.
Doctor xinning, i need medication, i want a cure, i must have a remedy.
Anything anything.
We ll fall in a grave i ve been digging myself,
but there s room for 2, six feet under th stars.

I ve been waiting for you, staring at th blank screen, jumping up when someone comes online.
I ve been waiting for you, but you nvr came.
Its alright, i will wait.
ILu.
/

Idk if i should drop art, damn.
Grandparents living w us for 10 days,
i cnt hit th chords in th middle of th night anymore.
If i got a chance t talk t you tnight, i ll most probably say,
I miss you, you re in my heart tnight.
& For all th nights. [:

I kinda miss th holidays like fuck now ):
Th chalet, rugby, eastc, th time when everyone was so hyped up and tgt.

Idk, i srsly dnt knw how t help you.
I miss th friendship too, like how th 3 of us were so close.
I miss MOJ, urgh.
I hate schl, i wish its th holidays agn and we could relive those moments we stayed out so late and had fun with th people ard us.
And how we dreaded t go home, and how th minutes go by so quickly.
Each and every one of you are like family t me,
it hurts me t see how things get so broken.
Im not speaking for anyone, its what i feel.
We need t talk, but you ve alrdy given up on whatever that makes this friendship special.
Its very saddening t see that things are ending up this way.
Thank you for putting yourself in my shoes, yes it is very difficult for me.

Idk, a part of me feel like im typing nonsense, but a part of me also wna let this all out.
I dnt wna hurt anyone or make anyone angry while reading this. /:
I always feel depressed when you re upset.
And clique (Rugby + Moj + Extended clique), i love yall so much,
hahaha, idk why i sound like emo shit now.
There s so much gng on in my head,
so much i wna tell all of you
but so afraid i ll only make matters worse.

You, you re such a big star t me
You re everything i wna be.
But you re stuck in a hole, and i want you t get out.
Idk what there is t see. But i knw its time for you t leave
we re all just pushing along.
Trying t figure it out.
Oh dont you let your demons pull you dwn
cos we can have it all.
Yes we can have it all.
So cmon so cmon,
let it go, idk what you re waiting for, your time is coming dnt delay.
Hey hey, so cmon, so cmon let it out
let this out and see this shine.
Yes let it shine.

CLARISSA, CHITRA, RACHEL, JUNITA, XINNING, NICKI, CHAIMING
Dyou remember our fantasy house?
Dyou remember what we planned on 22nd dec?
Dyou remember singfest plans!?
Dyou remember, ''nth s gna break us up?''
Dyou remember planning for Karina s sweet 16 and how excited we were?
Nothing s gna be th same if its lacking one of you.
/: